Here on this warm March day
Everything calm, feeling so at ease
Looking over my shoulder, looking away
Over in the distance
Something is calling
Sudden resistance
Outside what I know
Far away from home
Away from the old me, all I used to be
My life about to change
On my way with things I never said
The night becomes so strange
Her famous words in my head
Everything upside down
Restless in my bed
Solemn feelings of dread
Losing myself, losing control
Objection of what’s to come
So much confusion
So much that can’t be undone
"the loss of A MOTHER's loss" by Jennifer Shriver